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so... [29 Apr 2010|01:09pm]
School is almost over... I have a take home exam/binder to turn in tuesday... a recording project to finish by thursday... a math final on thurday, a philosophy final on wednesday and a psych final... sometime... whatever. damn... and juries on Saturday morning...

yeah it's been busy, but things have been at least stable. Me and Johanna have our apartment. It's pretty awesome. I hung out with her last night and we drank and ate pizza... oh yes.

Drew Piper passed away, and that is just crazy to me... thinking about it right now it is just crazy. He was a great person, and a great musician. I can honestly say that he was someone that definitely got me into playing with people. He was one of the 1st people I played with outside of a school setting. Drew Piper was a great person, and he will be missed tremendously. Services for Drew will be on saturday, I definitely need to go and pay my respects.

I shouldn't get caught up with trivial things and I should strive for the things I want... life is way way way to short to get behind on it.

it's unfortunate that feelings like this come out during such sad times...

R.I.P Drew Piper

times are rough... [16 Mar 2010|10:37am]
but we're gonna try are damndest to get by.

Standard Deviation... [02 Feb 2010|12:04am]
can suck my right nut... 'nuff said.

Well I'll be. [27 Jan 2010|02:37pm]
I'm starting to get into the groove of things... and I seem to be getting used to waking up early again. That is something I'm proud of. I'm regaining what little I had last year as far as percussion goes. I'm feeling really good about it. Now, I just need to stay this motivated and follow everything through. Then that's when I know...

Somehow... I am still playing some shows with the band

Thursday, Jan 28th @ Crimzon Spider

Thursday, Feb. 4th @ Reggies Rock Club

now for all 5 of you reading this... if you can make it to either or both... that would be greatly appreciated!
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Welp. [11 Jan 2010|05:15pm]
Everything seems right...

I'm really happy. Legitimately happy... it feels good.

eeeek. [17 Dec 2009|12:06am]
I owe 467.38 to Northern Illinois University... it will be paid no later then Monday.
I sent my professors an e-mail to see if there is room in the studio for me... hopefully there is ::crosses fingers::

this is the most determined i've been in a while.

more stuff is happening!

Setting up a tour w/ Hey the Maker for June.

stuff is happening!

oh yeah mhmm. [12 Dec 2009|03:10am]
things are happening...
more things need to happen.

money is rough. we'll see what happens with that.

gotta get school goin' again... I have to.

Johanna is great... it is scary how good things are... it's great. She's this constant motivator whether she does it purposely or subconsciously... everyone needs a catalyst... i think i found mine.

riffs have been easier to write for me as of late... i think writing will come back to me eventually.

I have stopped smoking... It has been 3 weeks now... it's not so hazy anymore... everything is still there you know?!... I wasn't sure how I would cope with things aesthetically because being high just makes everything pop. I still appreciate everything. It almost feels like I'm really appreciating it more because I feel more mentally immersed in it. Now, that being said... I have had wonderful moments while high that I will not forget... (unless i did) I don't want to speak to soon, but I'm not going back to la yerba buena anytime soon.

more things need to happen... just hopin' for stability... with school, music and my relationships... as well as finances...

I need things to get financially better... it would be a great stress off my shoulders if my folks could afford house payments without my help. All I can do is wait.

i'm still excited. [13 Nov 2009|03:05pm]
it's great.

it's been good. [09 Nov 2009|01:21am]
[ mood | excited ]

it's been really good.
i'm excited.

met someone cool... really cool.

reflection time... pt II [25 Oct 2009|11:56pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

after further reflection I realized that daylight savings time isn't until next week... my computer decided to go a head a week early... better early then never?!

Dexter is still an amazing show...
eating is great...
sleeping in will be nice... sleeping until 10 is nice.
band practice tomorrow...

good things tomorrow... I don't work at chili's until wednesday... beautiful.

The pixies show is going to be great... can't wait... NOV. 20th!
I wanna see Devandra Banhart on the 16th of November...
This cool guy who has a band called MAGICKS is opening up for two Mars Volta side projects around that time too...
hopefully recording music ::crosses fingers::

apparently i am thinking ahead to november...


reflection time. [25 Oct 2009|01:43am]
[ mood | good ]

lost some things
gained some things

most of the problems I deal with aren't really problems.

i feel a big change a comin'... it's pretty exciting.

lets hang out soon...

I really like this Pixies song... you should too.

now I'm going to try and take advantage of this extra hour of sleep.

well... [17 Oct 2009|11:17pm]
I am feeling a bit different as of late... I'm not necessarily sure if this is good or bad... but it's different and at least that's interesting... very interesting.

Played a fun show last night with Dr. Ed and The Coop...
tomorrow we play @ the Orphanage in Chicago
Monday @ Ronnys
Wednesday @ Clearwater

bring it on!

yup. [06 Oct 2009|02:04am]
time to grow up.

wow. [28 Sep 2009|02:40am]
[ mood | calm ]

Another year another birthday... I'm 22.
Another year I don't delete this...

Whats new with Omar... I'm 22.

and I have managed to be a little brave... but, I reassured that I have bad timing with things.

things to work on.

Another year I don't delete this.

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No one writes in this... [02 Feb 2009|01:42pm]
[ mood | good ]

So I will.

Actually... as I start writing in this I understand why people don't post journals anymore.

So... umm. Yeah

Time to use the lil' boy's room.

it is... [28 Jan 2009|05:03pm]
[ mood | good ]

time for a nap... but I can't. wah wah wah wah wah wah wah wah

blah wah mah ja... buh fuh snuh.

bleep blipp gleeborp... the retard.

back into the routine!

it is... [15 Jan 2009|02:06am]
freezing... end of story.

uh oh. [08 Jan 2009|03:05pm]
I done messed up again.

but, Mastodon is really good.

I should have listened to this album earlier.

I need sleep. (I need to listen to that band again) [25 Dec 2008|05:38am]
[ mood | tired ]

... ugh

I've been up watching shitty television for way too long.

I'm feeling my eyes get heavy though, so I feels it coming.

umm... everyone have a happy holidays n' stuff.

It's almost 6 in the a.m.



man. [18 Dec 2008|02:13am]
I feel so down right now, and it's frustrating that I can't seem to get out of it. No matter how hard I try to just disregard it and move on I just can't seem to do it. Even though I talked it out with people. I don't feel better about it. I got it off of my chest... but now what... now my baggage is just everywhere, and I gotta clean it up... more work.

There by making me feel much more inadequate. man.

I'm just so down. Today was the last in a series of things that have just been culminating. It's been a rough year

Tonight just did it for me. I have to reevaluate myself. who?what?where?why??? I really need to get out of this rut. This emotional rut. As much as I tried to convince myself in the past that I was getting out of it. I believe I spoke to soon.

I really hate feeling like this right now...

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